Monday, October 29th, 2007
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9:22 pm - not dead.
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but not back either.
just wanted to say.
life's good. really good.
sure i'm having my problems.but i'm actually happy
i haven't been able to say that for awhile. i blame kelsie. she's made me happy.
and i have a new guy as well.
but that's a secret. shhhhhh
i love you chelsea!!!!!!!
"i'm better off on my own"
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Saturday, September 8th, 2007
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10:03 am - i don't know why
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i'm posting here.
i told myself that i wouldn't post here anymore.
so...
well.
i guess this is my last post because no one reads it
soooooo
life is good. school has been fixed so now it's..."good"
friends are good
had a misstep at gamestop. didn't know i was working one day...turned out i was.
but other than that..it's good
sooooo
it's good.
bye.
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Saturday, September 1st, 2007
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1:19 am
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Thursday, August 30th, 2007
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11:47 pm - la la la
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well
he's going away for the weekend
*pouts*
i think i can handle it
i put up some pictures of us on myspace
if any of you really care
i was supposed to call liz today
but there was never a time when i was able to call someone for a long period of time.
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Wednesday, August 29th, 2007
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10:58 am - some people
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frustrate me to no end.
but then...
i laugh because i've got people standing next to me
that don't.
that care. and don't want to do anything like that
who are clean and level headed
down to earth
calm
who just want to enjoy today..or tomorrow...
just general enjoyment
and all the frustration floats away
and i turn back to the people that are real
that actually care
that don't just want stupid attention
or who'll fade away when some stupid little thing happens
and we walk away from the frustrating people
never looking back.
that is pure enjoyment
so here i go. walking away.
current music: Four Winds-Bright Eyes
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Sunday, August 26th, 2007
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10:53 am - this is me being nice
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Someday You Will Be Loved-Death Cab For Cutie
I once knew a girl
In the years of my youth
With eyes like the summer
All beauty and truth
In the morning I fled
Left a note and it read
Someday you will be loved.
I cannot pretend that I felt any regret
Cause each broken heart will eventually mend
As the blood runs red down the needle and thread
Someday you will be loved
You'll be loved you'll be loved
Like you never have known
The memories of me
Will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred
Someday you will be loved
You may feel alone when you're falling asleep
And everytime tears roll down your cheeks
But I know your heart belongs to someone you've yet to meet
Someday you will be loved
You'll be loved you'll be loved
Like you never have known
The memories of me
Will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred
Someday you will be loved
You'll be loved you'll be loved
Like you never have known
The memories of me
Will seem more like bad dreams
Just a series of blurs
Like I never occurred
Someday you will be loved
Someday you will be loved
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1:09 am - single no more
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he's wearing one of my many rings.
and i'm pretty content with life atm
work tomorrow at 12 though...i have to be in bed by 2.
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Saturday, August 25th, 2007
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2:25 pm - on another happier note
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i prettified myself today
spent about an hour and a half on my hair
and i'm not even doing anything today
bah
well i am cleaning
i'm not going to work tonight because i'm cleaning.
i have to make the house nice and spick and span for when my parents get home.
that includes cat litters *gags*
they smell bad
just thought i'd share
anyways
i'm gonna try to do something tonight.
i think i'll make fajitas on the grill
those were yummy last time
who would come over for fajitas..*goes through phonebook*
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2:14 pm - You're so naive.
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Lauren,
if you havnt removed my from your friends list, just giving you the heads up, if i see you..i dont want to hear how your day went..or how amazing this new guy is...or pretty much anything you have to say...to be honest...every time i see something posted by you i get this angry disgusting feeling in my stomach...so dont ask how my day went, or whats up in life..because if there is something soo interesting or important that i feel the need to tell you, I'll tell you. I ment what i said after work. I cannot talk to you, not only because my parents say so, but because it just makes me mad and spoils my day because 99.9999% of the time we just bicker and argue, so lets just avoid that all together.
if i see you at work, i dont mean to be rude, just letting you know that im not gonna talk to you more than im forced to, also im going to quite and get a job in newberg, cost to much, and i need to reduce talking to you to an all time low. yes that did sound rude and im kinda sorry, just need to say this and it would be nice if the only reply you gave me was "O.K." i dont want an argument....so if you reply with some hate mail,whatever, your waste of time and energy because im just going to all together stop replying to whatever you send to me.
also...stay away from my family's automobiles...they are expensive to buy, and to re-paint.
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first off. i didn't key your car.
secondly. because i'm happy...you hate me? man you are one screwed up little person.
and i'm not allowed to talk to you....riiiight. ok. riiight. well i'm actually ok with that.
because yes we do bicker a lot. but when i ask you how your life is going because i haven't talked to you in a long time....i'm actually asking because I CARE. jesus christ kyle
grow the fuck up.
because until that happens....i do'nt want to talk to you either. you're a waste of my time.
onto another subject....you don't deserve the job at the theater. it's the easiest job in the world
and you don't even do it right. you half ass it. so go ahead quit.
i actually hated that you got a job there. i got a job in sherwood to get away from YOU.
and jesus christ kyle.
that's all i can say to you.
i just can't believe that it makes you so angry that i'm happy. i told you i wanted to date other guys. and yet we tried to stay together. then you told me you wanted to date other girls. and then you know what
i'm going after other guys. god forbid i do what you were doing.
GOD FUCKING FORBID.
i don't even know why i read lj anymore
i hope you rot. because you're just a little boy that thinks he's mature and grown up. but inside you're still a two year old screaming because your big sister got the better toy.
ha.
ha ha ha.
i laugh at you.
now run off with your online relationships and tell me how that ends up.
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2:58 am - ohemgee
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that.
was.
awesome.
*sighs contentedly and smiles*
wow.
we just watched two movies. and made tea.
and..it was...awesome.
man this is amazing
"so if you're crazy. i do'nt care you amaze me"
and then..to top it all off...
ahhhhhhh
*giggles*
wow. i'm out of it
i just can't express how happy i am right now. so happy.
and to think..i want to be single????
laaaaame
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Friday, August 24th, 2007
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7:39 pm - i think i like him
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^.^
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he's coming over to chill.
and maybe watch a movie.
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and i love my new job. the people are so much fun. even when they're puking. and it's FUUUUUN
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and that. is mostly all i have to say at this moment.
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Wednesday, August 22nd, 2007
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12:32 am
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Tuesday, August 21st, 2007
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1:23 am
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we'll all stay skinny cuz we just won't eat.
that's about all i have to say. i've been working on this thing in paint since 9.40. it's now 1.23 and i'm gonna go to bed
how many hours is that so far?
like 3 and a half? sweet. i feel good about that. and it looks good. i think. i'll put a link to it up when it's done.
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Sunday, August 19th, 2007
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9:46 pm - dunno how much i want to say here
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i almost don't want to go any further
i don't want to do anything wrong
to damage our friendship
i don't want to push it
i don't want to end up hating each others guts
i don't want to hurt anyone
i just really want to sleep
and i'm enjoying single life actually
if i find a guy
then i find a guy. and believe me. i'm spreading out my horizons
o.x
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Friday, August 17th, 2007
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11:03 am - Teach Emo Kids How NOT to be Pussies
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Monday, August 13th, 2007
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4:56 pm - #3
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4:50 pm - #2
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Of all the things I've believed in
I just want to get it over with
Tears form behind my eyes
But I do not cry
Counting the days that pass me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
It feels like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend
And I said,
[Chorus:]
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems that I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes and you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light
But it's not right
[Chorus]
And it hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time
I want what's yours and I want what's mine
I want you
But I'm not giving in this time
[Chorus x2]
And when the stars fall
I will lie awake
You're my shooting star
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4:49 pm
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Those times I waited for you seem so long ago
I wanted you far too much to ever let you go
You know you never got by "I feel it too"
And I guess I never could stand to lose
It's such a pity to say
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to you
Could I have loved someone like the one I see in you
I remember the good times baby now, and the bad times too
These last few weeks of holding on
The days are dull, the nights are long
Guess it's better to say
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to you
'Cause baby it's over now
No need to talk about it
It's not the same
My love for you's just not the same
And my heart, and my heart
And my heart can't stand the strain
And my love, and my love
And my love won't stand the pain
And my heart, and my heart
And my heart can't stand the strain
And my love, and my love
And my love...
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to you
Now, could I have loved someone like the one I see in you
Yeah, I remember the good times baby now, and the bad times too
These last few weeks of holding on
The days are dull, the nights are long
Guess it's better to say
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to you
Goodbye baby
So long darling
Goodbye to you
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12:55 pm - still alive.
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Friday, July 27th, 2007
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9:20 am
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i'm almost glad to be semi isolated from most of you..considering the huge blow up that apparently just occured.
well done.
erm...well i'm going on vacation from..today...to..monday.
work wednesday. and that's about it
yeah.
just thought i'd let you know...
all two of you.
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